Updated on February 23, 2017
Everyday I see carp about who's lives matter, well the way I see it is that (ALL LIVES) matter. I have lived as a woman most of my life and I have no regrets as to doing so, so I am one that believes that all live here matters because it take's all of us to make this world work. All through life someone has felt that they are more important then others, I don't stand by that. We are all born different for a reason. We might not know that reason, but it was made that way.
So, the real purpose we have here is to live the way that is best for us. One can not live the way society wants one to live, but we can live the way we need to live to survive in this world. I can say that no matter what I have had to deal with in my life, I am proud to be a Transwoman, I feel that I have gotten as close to being a real woman as I can, and that is something that society can not take away from me. I hope that you have found that place where you feel like you belong.
It is “MY POINT OF VEIW” that we can not control what others may think about us, but we can control who we show them that we really are.
When I say I love you, I am saying that because of who you are is the reason that I love you, never change for me or anyone else.
Thank you Miss Bobbie
Updated on February 13, 2017
Good evening !
Feeling a little on the tried side, but wanting to write a little. When I started writing I would start by saying that I was sitting in my rocking chair looking out my window, well I am sitting but, not in a rocking chair, but in a wheel chair. I am not looking out my window because I can't even get to it, to see out of it. But, I am still trying to write something that will be wroth reading. I try to say things about my life and what it is like. I know that maybe some of this is my fault just as much as it is anyone else's fault. I never was one to walk away and allow someone to down others just because they feel like they have the right to. No one has that right.
I was and still am having problems with forgetting the past and letting it go. Now at this point in my life it is the time for me to do just that. What I have been doing is thinking about my family for what it's worth and I can only wish that I had a real family that stood by me, but just like a lot of you, they are not here for us. I know that I am always talking about what kind of life that I have lived and all the carp that comes with it, yes it is very hard at times. I also know that there are people out there that can only wish that they could have lived out their life style, but could not. I wrote a story about that, but I worded it wrong and I feel that I may have hurt some of you, but what I was doing was telling you that life is way to short not to try and live the way you want to, it's not about anyone else but you. I worried all the time about what people though of me and all it done was worried me to the point of where I am today, mostly what I got out of it was a lot of stress. We never know what will happen if we try to change something in our life, but that is what it is about. That is what makes us different.
I am getting my mind and my soul ready for the crossing over to my next life. I feel that I am doing ok with that as I started to leave my past behind me. I have a lot of friends and fans that I need to be thinking about, (you know people that care) because you guys are the ones that are here for me now, not my family and that is Top's in my book.
Sometimes we all wish that we could just be whatever it is we want to be in this life, but so many cannot put themselves in my shoes. I live for all of those that can't make that life style happen for them, to share my life with you makes me proud and I am more then glad to do so. Yes I have been blessed, so that I would have the strength and the courage to go out there, Believe me there are times when I just wish I had not started this battle, but it is far to late to stop now. I don't believe that I even could, if I wanted to, but would if I had no choice in the matter.
I know that we have come a long way from where we were at first, but it will still take a lot of work and some time to get where we need to be. I can say anything to make like I am doing something, but I need to say yes we are different and there is no doubt about that. We are Transgendered people just trying to live out our life the best way we can. I am sure there are many out there hurting inside and going to bed at night crying. I feel for you, because I to have been there, yes it hurts. I have tried counselors and they didn't do much for me, but maybe they can help you. Everyone is different so some things work on some but not others.
As a transwoman I see things different. I don't feel like I am gay so that takes me out of the gay community, which they have not been here for me anyway, I have always felt I was a female and that is where my head is, I cannot change that and neither can you. It is a fact of life and we do exists, they can not hide us anymore.
Well not sure if I have said anything that was interesting and might help you, I can only hope so. The only thing I can do here is say my point of view on what is happening in the world.
When you dress up tonight and look in your minor, just remember all those that have died, just because they believed they were trying to live out their lifestyle. If you go out at anytime day or night do please always know where you are at and who you are with, and please be careful out there, it is a cruel world that we live in. If you need to chat, I am always here. I don't do sex chat because of my health, so please try to understand from my point of view here, Love all you guys and everyone else as well.. You are the greatest that I could have ever ask for.
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My Secret Garden
Written by Bobbie Jean Chiasson
The stories that I write are true and about me and what I have to deal with in my day to day life. It is about the things that I believe in and it is only my point of view. It has nothing to do with you as you are free to live the life style that you chose to live. It is an open book diary that I have chosen to share with you.
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Updated on February 1, 2017
HI, feeling a little on the down side of life today. Hopping that things will get better and I'll be running free again soon. I know that sometimes what I write about is sad and people don't much like sad, but it is life and there is no way around what life throws at you. I guest it is just in me to be sad this way, because I feel the hurt that is forced on others like myself to live the way that society chooses us to live. Not many of us can live the life that we dreamed of living because to many others out there will not let that happen. I for one never cared about what others think about me, so I have lived my life for myself. I know that there are some out there that are not able to live the way I do and try to be happy in one's self. Sure it is not a bed of rose, in fact it is mostly trons. I live in one of the worst place's that a trans can live. I live in South,Ga. Here if you ain't white you don't belong here, that is the way they have always been and I really don't think it will ever change.
Today is one of my better days as for the way I feel. I am up and I am writing, that is a good sign for me. Most of the time, I can't breath good enough to want to do anything. I found that I have plenty time to think about things and the way life really is. We all move through life at our own pace and we all in up in a different place. When I made the choose to out myself and show the world what a transwoman was like, I did it on my own. I asked no one for help, so I stood alone. I am not brave or am I some kind of hero, I am just me living the life I see me as. I love dressing and being a transwoman, because that is what I am and I have known this all my life, it just didn't happen to pop up that way, it was inside of me all the time, from when I was a child. I knew that I was different, but I also knew that I needed to show my true colors. I also know that for the most of you, you can not do that. You know what you have to lose and you don't want to lose any of it. You want that good job, you want that nice house, you want all those so called friends and you want that family, but what you don't have is your true self. You live a lie everyday of your life and for some reason it does not bother you that there are people like me out there standing up for your right to live your true life. It is sad, but it is true and you know it to be so. I am not mad at you for wanting all the good things out of life, but I am mad at you for not supporting trans people like myself for standing up for you. Sure live in your nice house and enjoy your good times, but one day it will all come to an end for you, because sooner or later someone will out you and that will be the end of your great life. I know that not everyone can be as strong and have the courage to show the world who you really are, but the least you can do is support those that do stand up for you.
I have given up must of my adult life to show the world that transwoman are real woman, not just a joke or a monster in the closet. We are just as real as any woman out there. I feel and I hurt just as any woman does when someone say's something bad about me or to me. And for the most part the law says I can't do or say anything about it to them because that would put me in the wrong, because there are no laws to protect my rights as a trans person here in south,Ga. Everyone else is right and I am wrong, because society says that is the way it is and if I don't like it, just leave, well, I'm not going anywhere, yet. I will be here till my last dying breath, saying the same thing, I have the right to live my life as I have chosen to, I did not and I do not have to have your approval.
I know now that I have not made much of a difference here, but I am sure that I have made some kind of difference in someone life, maybe not yours, but someones.
The thing is here, at this point in my life I have nothing left to lose. I am at the end of my life here, because of my health I am dying and there is nothing any doctor can do for me except to try and make me as comfortable as possible, that's it, there is no cure for what I have, it can't be fixed, even with money they can't fix it. All I have left is what I can write and talk about. I know that it does no good to complain about something unless someone is willing to stand up for it. I could have just sat here and no done anything to try and help the trans community, but I didn't, and not one time has the trans community tried to help me. Sure I am sure they have more important things to do like march for gay rights, but trans people are for the most part not even part of those gay rights, I never though of myself as being gay, just being a woman was all I ever wanted to be, never liked dressing as a male looking for a male, I am a female looking for a male, or female. Yes I enjoy the company of women as well as men. That's my choice.
I guest what I am trying to say here is soon I'll be running free in heaven and you will be on your own to stand for yourself, or you will be just hiding in the same old closet , it's up to you. My life is ending, let yours begin, don't let what others will think of you stop you from living out your dream.
Remember this is just my point of view, the rest is up to you.
I am Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson
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